Hello, hello, outside world!
I feel like the whole world has changed since we last spoke. I am heartbroken for all the missionaries around the world who are being sent home. But how cool...they get to serve in two polar opposite parts of the world.
As of Wednesday, we have been quarantined to our apartments. Not gonna lie...if you would've asked me on Monday if I wanted to be quarantined...I would've said yes without a doubt. But...now that I am living it, I would do anything to live normal missionary life again. As of the look of it...we could be locked up in here for 6 weeks #rip.
Quarantine leaves a lot of time to crochet
This has been probably the hardest week I have had since I have been a missionary. I am one of the few missionaries that has asthma...I have been patiently waiting with my own thoughts to hear back if I will be sent home or not. From the looks of it, I will most likely be staying.
Missionary work is sooo different...but the work still carries on! We are only allowed two hours out of our apartment everyday. During this time, my companion and I walk to our favorite garden and cherish all the beauty. We are told to not interact with anyone . . .which is bizarre...because usually we are told to talk to everyone. We are doing anything we possible can to stay busy. We are working on cleaning out our area book right now. We are calling all the people who have been taught by missionaries in the past. As of right now, we have six people who have scheduled a time for us to call again. God is so good.
I think this week has been especially hard for me because since I've been quarantined, I have had a lot of time to think about myself. Since I have been on my mission, I have had little to no time to think about myself...and it's been amazing. I have now recognized my weakness and I am going to work on looking outward this week.
My dad sent me this yesterday...it's from a missionary serving in Italy! I have been using his tactic for the past couple of days and it has made me incredibly more happy...so I thought I would share.
"If you focus on the virus, you will become discouraged and distracted. You will lose motivation to fulfill your missionary purpose.
"If you focus on the work, you will find joy and purpose. You will begin to see God's intricate and masterfully woven Plan.
When I focused on the virus, I searched for new news and updates and didn't truly focus on being a missionary. When I focus on the work, coronavirus still exists, but it isn't important because I am a full-time missionary.
When I focused on the virus, I was bored. There was nothing to do but wait and see if we were getting evacuated. When I focus on the work, I am busy. Abnormally busy. We wish we had more hours in each day.
When I focused on the virus, I turned inward. We were worried for ourselves and wondered what the future held. When I focus on the work, I turn outward and concentrate on spreading our message of hope.
So, FORGET the virus and FOCUS on the work. Like President Nelson, 'I see evidence of His hand in this holy work in so many ways.' God needs us to reach more people through technology and our talents'."
I have a huge testimony that this is ALL part of GOD'S PLAN. We were all saved to be on the earth at this time for a reason. If we rely on the merits of our Savior Jesus Christ...we can find hope in these last days. We can have a peaceful feeling to carry us on through these next days.
I love you all and I am so thankful for all the love and support!
Stay safe...and WASH YO HANDS
CTR
<3 Sister Lauren Copeland
Pics of the Week
1. Da capital
2. Our favorite garden